I first told my parents, back when I was a youthful 23, that I liked to spend the majority of my tim

The sole other family member I Have told, and the last remaining person knowing of my lifestyle choice, is my closest cousin. She's good with it, but like many people, prefers me to stay dressed if she is seeing. I have, like us all I'm sure, some really close friends. Additionally it is completely possible the dearth of nudity in dressing rooms and showers has as much related to the porn industry's requirement for modesty as religious strictness. But regardless, it's oppressive. And this repression affects boys and girls differently. It is still women' bodies that confront the strongest demand for perfection and are most often exposed to abuse and self-torture in the kind of eating disorders and cutting. Boys can still overcome the world through physical actions. that I have understood for over 20 years, infact we are more like family than friends, they're the brothers and sisters I never had as a child. The thing is, though I know some of them will realize, I am still affraid of being alienated as the weird one. What I mean is being singled out as unusual, and having all contact broken, even though they have been there through thick and thin with me.

My closest friend is of course female, someone which has been there all the time for me and me for her, through really tough times. So we have had tears and laughter together, shared the sad times and also the good times. Our courses have rambled apart very little through the years. So how would, neigh could, I tell her that I like being nude all the time? I hate wearing clothing? My male friends I am anticipating the usual ribbing, thats what we do, we insult each other, but all in good humour. Nonetheless to tell her is going to be hard to say the least, or do I even need to tell my buddies? So you see what my quandry is, how difficult things can be to tell someone something you've kept quiet for decades.)